Changes....

Change keeps life moving. Every topsy turvy moment keeps you on your toes and pretty much at a constant level of stress.

My life is full of them right now, hence why I haven't kept up on this blog or my Patreon account... All of that has fallen to the wayside as life here at home is crazy busy.

After consideration I have decided to walk away from my retail job. The stress and anxiety of it all was making me sick and the stress of it made me almost unbearable to live with- making my husband and friends pay the ultimate price. Rumors, backstabbing, and favortism running rampant has made for a wickedly bad work environment that I simply cannot be in anymore. I'm being a good person about it- working through my 2+ week notice in spite of all the BS. Yesterday I caught my manager talking smack about me to another co-worker when she thought I was out of the room- only to have her continue to smack talk me to the same coworker in a closed door meeting.

My gut reaction is to walk away and say f**k it- work my hours your damn self, but then my decent human feelings get in the way and make me stay because I do adore two of my coworkers and don't want them to get the short end of the stick if I did stop working thru my notice. It isn't fair to them- I could give a f**k less about my manager. She cannot lead, she's super conniving, and fairly useless. I am the third to tender notice in 3 days- and still corporate doesn't see what the actually problem is. Poor leadership.

So there is that. I have other opportunities on the horizon that will compensate for the lack of paltry income from the retail job so I'm not worried. I'm looking forward to getting healthy again and getting away from the BS.

Also, there is a huge change on the very near horizon for my family (no, I am not and never will be pregnant) but I will talk more about that when I get the go ahead. So I will be busier then normal but will certainly try to make more of an effort to keep my presence here :)

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