Wobbly Legs...

Something happened to me this weekend that only solidified my previous post. Time is too precious to waste. Mentally- it had added yet another deep dent in my armor, has thrown me for a loop, leveled me in about fifteen different ways, has me asking questions over and over, makes me want to know why. It has scared me on a primal level. I've seen something that not a lot get to see or even want to. Hubby summed it up best by saying the Unicorn got her Reaper (as in Grim) wings on Saturday. That's as far as I'm going to go into it due to certain laws. I've been leveled. Even $30 of Taco Bell, a Unicorn Slushie, and bourbon Saturday night didn't quite cover the therapy I need after Saturday morning's occurrence.
Bottom line- If it scares you- do it. If you love someone- tell them. Get a pet, buy a house plant, don't you ever, EVER put off things today because tomorrow might not come.

Beyond that- on a happier note... I've now gotten two studio shoots under my belt. With some bumps and spin outs involved- my long hiatus from studio shooting has ended with the help of two fabulous models. I forced myself to get my wobbly new legs underneath me and crank out some of my best work thus far. When I say wobbly legs- I've been dealt blows to my photography related confidence and after a push from Hubby and other's I'm pushing myself to get back into it- to show off what I can do- and to flip a big middle finger to those that claim "I'm not good enough"... Wanna see?? Of course you do!!! Fair warning- implied nudity follows... And since I know some of you look at this on work computers- I'll post the censored ones :)

K at the Studio.
Most of these were taken on "breaks" between doing work while the studio was still under construction. What better way to break in the place with working- then shooting? Get it? See what I did there? We're called "WorkShoots"...








A at the Studio
Yesterday my amazingly creative model A and I met up and for four awesome hours created what I'd like to think are some of my best images to date...






 
 
 

 

 

A is a magnificent model that most photographers misunderstand. And when I say that I mean- they can't wait to get her nekkid. She has an enormous body of work however cannot post the majority on social media (and we all know how important social media is) because of the strict "No Female Nipple" policies there are. We enjoyed many laughs yesterday that we were getting amazing images she could actually post on social media because she had her clothes on! Technically- my clothes from the huge model wardrobe I have accumulated over the years. But that's neither here nor there.

Today wraps up my last day off since last Tuesday when I got out of work. The pink is pretty much gone from my hair and I have to finish getting a few things done before I go back to work tomorrow. I'd like to think things there have miraculously gotten better, but they probably haven't and by the end of my shift tomorrow I will be right back to hating being a working adult. However the time off has been great. I've made art, I've gotten back into my photography, I've studied new photo techniques, and I've gotten my brain squared away (right up until Saturday gave me a whole new level of mental f**kery to digest).

Onward and upward, right??

Psst... If you like the images from the past two shoots and won't get in trouble- the non-censored versions can be found here....

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